Just recently woke up from a "nightmare"(?) Well, a nervous-packed dream to be exact (3:53am)
There were a lot of scenes in this dream of mine, but I only remember 2, first is the best one and last is the worst and what made me wake up.
The first one is about fireworks. We were inside our "dorm" but the setting is more house-like, far from what my dorm looks like. "Finally", we were able to see the beautiful view of UP Diliman (which is actually far from our place HOHO so impossible) and they are celebrating their foundation day. To celebrate it, they had fireworks display which are grand and beautiful - it was a counter-clockwise sequence of fireworks (It started in the south, the next round at southeast, then up to northwest) so it was 4 rounds of consecutive grand fireworks display. It's theme is HUNGER GAMES! Literally, there's a firework there in every round which is like an explosion of arrows, and it was like I was feeling the 'residue' or ashes of the arrows in my dreams.
The next is I went to UP Diliman then I approached Psychology professors while they are having a meeting, I forgot why but I had something to inquire, and I wanted a book be explained by the professor I want to talk to. Turns out, the book was somehow cartoony for a psychology book. Then it was like I got too absorbed by the book, I "got inside of it". Well, there's no scene about transporting to the book, the scene just changed into me wearing Renaissance/Medieval pauper clothes, and I was alone in the "house", and the house have four pairs of a tinted window with a hooked screw on it and a door.
I was aware it was a simulation about psychology, and I'm supposed to answer one of the doors, whichever "voice" do I feel trustworthy to open, because there might be a chance that it's a killer knocking on the floor, pretending to be a nice person. Before I started locking the doors, I noticed that a huge bear is approaching the first door. It is a beast that can kill me. Next is a (well at first, SINGULAR) a "nice lady" knocking on the door. I cannot see their faces because the window is tinted and the door is pure wood. The other is "my grandma", then I forgot if there is actually another door left (so it was 3 or 4 doors).
So there, let's say there are only 3 pairs of doors and windows. It's supposed to be a test which you live in a house of ONE PAIR OF ENTRANCE (1 window+1 door) then one day you are alone and you get to have these scenarios, it's not supposed to be at THE SAME TIME, that is why the 3 pairs of doors look the same. But, yep, what I experienced is that three people are knocking from 3 different doors all at the same time.
So I knew all along that the first one is a bear. I locked the door and put a lot of things to secure the door because the bear can break in with its strength. The next one sounds like a nice lady; I was on the verge of opening the door for her but I'm thinking maybe she's just pretending to be nice. The last one is "my grandmother", well, she sounds like one. Grandma sounds authoritative and she's angry that I wasn't opening the door.
I knew all along that it was only a simulation, that is why I'm more suspicious with people. "What if" it's the nice lady? "What if" it's grandma who wanted to kill me? Plus, she sounds mad. So I secured all the doors while they are still knocking and pleading for me to open the door (except the bear, he can't speak, all he do is knock beastly). The nice lady turned out to have another woman with her, with a higher pitched voice which I find creepy, and made me secure the door even more.
Their pleadings got worse and worse, the nice lady and the person with her sounded lunatic already and grandma's getting angry that all their noise started getting into my head like crazy and they were all trying to break in. I was just looking at the three doors then the lady tried to look through the window. She looked scary since she looked like she's wearing gothic clothes by the window because of the window's black tint. Apparently she only appeared like a shadow and I only looked at her below her face, so I only saw the creepy dress.
Everything's sounding crazy already, they are trying to break in, I'm scared that the doors will open even if it was tightly secured. Then I noticed them from the window. They held a screwdriver. I FORGOT TO SECURE THE WINDOW! There's only this hooked screw securing it then they can open the window already (they didn't thought of breaking the glass). Nervous rushed all over me as I can feel them breaking in and killing me. I was afraid to get killed. "I'm done." "I'll die." And finally I woke up from all the stress from this dream.
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I noticed reasons why I had those details in my dream. I made a blog post yesterday about missing the fireworks show last night, so I had a dream of multiple fireworks display as if it was real and I was able to feel the dusts.
Then the psychology thing and UP Diliman. The UP Diliman was just mentioned by a friend named Elisha at our English class. Then, psychology, maybe because I made a new friend from that course and she made me take a psychology test and we'll meet again for a drawing test on Monday.
Then the huge brown grizzly bear must be because of Lorinell mentioning "bear" during dinner.
It just amazed me that this dream made me feel as if it was real. I got really nervous and scared. So I realized I was scared of getting killed. Then I also received a moral lesson: LOCK ALL FENESTRATIONS, DO NOT STUPIDLY FOCUS ON THE DOOR BECAUSE BAD PEOPLE BREAK IN WINDOWS.
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