Napaginipan ko ang Meteor Garden. Seriously! Pero wala sa series yung story =))

Ako si San Chai sa panaginip kong ito. At first, kaming tatlo daw nila Dao Ming Si at Xing He (?) ay na-late tapos may punishment kaming magpatawa sa harap ng classroom. Obvious sa mga itsura namin na nahihiya kami at the same time napipilitan pero tumawa naman yung mga kaklase namin. Then hirit pa ng mga kaklase, "Ulit pa!", halatang pinagti-tripan na kami. Pumayag yung cool-looking prof namin, pero ang totoo pala, may seatwork na kami. About stat nga eh xD or basta yung Math ni Sean ngayon xD siguro kasi nabasa ko yung exam nila kahapon sa chat sa fb :))

Tatlong questions ang given sa seatwork, ang pagkakaintindi ko mystery questions sila kaya dibdiban ako kung mag formulate ng sagot. However, si Dao Ming Si naman, parang tahimik at seryoso yung titig sa kawalan. Nag-iisip pala sya. Tapos bigla syang umupo at nag solve. Nakatingin ako sa kanya nung nangyari yun, tapos inexplain nya sakin kung pano nya na-solve.

-SUDDEN CHANGE OF SCENE, LUNCH-
Magkakasama kaming kumain ng F4 sa lugar na mukhang hagdanan yung likuran pero wala namang dumadaan nung time na nakain kami. Kaming dalawa lang ni Dao Ming Si yung napansin kong magsisimulang kumain tapos yung character ni Vaness Wu eh walang sawa kung tumawa kay Dao Ming Si! "Kelan ka pa naging magaling sa Math?", "Parang hindi ikaw yun hah?!", "Mantakin mo, ikaw lang ang naka-solve nung mga tanong?", kutya ng mga kaibigan nya. Wala namang ma-utal si Dao Ming Si.

 Tumpak na tumpak yung tawa ni Vaness sa tagalog dub dun sa panaginip ko, gayang gaya sa episode kahapon ng Meteor Garden na wagas makatawa si Vaness. Tapos ako naman (San Chai), bitter na bitter pala during the whole time, kasi bakit ako hindi ko nasagot yung mga tanong? Nakasimangot lang ako habang naghahagalpakan na sa kakatawa yung iba, tapos napansin ako ni Dao Ming Si, "Oh anong problema mo?" Eh kakatapos ko lang kumain ng lunch nun, tapos nag start na akong kumain ng saging bilang panghimagas. Kumuha ako ng isang kagat, tapos with a full mouth, dinuduro ko sya na para bang isa akong bata na nagmamaktol without words, kasi nakain ako xD "Anong meron? LQ?" tanong ni Xi Men. Tumigil na sa kakatawa nun si Vaness pero hyper pa rin sya. Hindi ko talaga napansin si Lei the whole time pero tingin nasa background lang sya, alam nyo naman sya xD

Ako naman, nilatag ko na lang yung the rest ng kakainin ko pa (nang pa-inis/pa-dabog): basta lima pa ata yun eh, may juice or milk, ___, ___, saging na panget, tapos inumin ulit. Since dalawa yung inumin ko at may saging na ako, (pero maganda yung kinakain ko, walang lamog) binigay ko kay Dao Ming Si yung saging na lamog saka yung isang beverage, habang nakasimangot pa rin ako. Na-cute-an naman sina Vaness dun tapos pinagku-kutsa nila kami. Eto namang si Dao Ming Si, una parang na-touch sa gesture ko, pero ayaw nya dun sa pangit na saging, "Ano tong saging na toh? Ayoko nito! Yang sayo na lang!"

As in nag try syang hablutin yung saging na kinakain ko. "Hello! Kinakain ko na toh. Tsaka, saging pa rin naman yan eh! Yung balat lang yung panget! Pero syempre mas maganda pa rin yung akin xD" -sa isip-isip ko yan ang sinasabi ko, busy lang akong kumain. Buti nga binigyan ko pa sya ng pagkain ko eh. Pero hindi ako maka-get over sa pag try nyang manghablot ng pagkain ng iba. Like HECK? THE "Dao Ming Si", manghahablot ng saging na nasa bibig na ng iba, na bawas na! =)) Pero wala syang magawa, mas tough ako sa kanya! Napakain ko sa kanya yung saging na bigay ko. Pero syempre nilagay nya sa plato yung saging at gumamit sya ng tinidor xD
-THE END-

Mukha lang makatotohanan and true pa naman sa characters nila yung sa panaginip ko kaya pinagpilitan kong hindi pa matulog habang tanda ko pa yung panaginip XD Gusto kong maitago itong alaala. :) Time check: 5:16am - ito yung time na natapos kong i-type sa memo (3 part series) ang storyang ito. 4:30 yata ako nagising gawa ng panaginip na yun? XD MARAMING SALAMAT SA PAGBASA! Ciao!

I was outside our house with my face next to my cat Maring, hugging her and watching her tolerate my annoyance. Then, a neighborhood friend passed by and saw me XDDD

Just something random and funny to share XD Because it is rare for someone I know pass by our house and then when he did, he stumbled to that kind of scene of me and my cat XDD So embarrassing =))

Yesterday was one of the rarest times I was able to go out just because I hate being in the house x) That was such a special day.

Yesterday was a very long day for me. I woke up early just to think of what should I do the whole day. I don't feel like being idle at home, so I want to go out. But then I cannot come up of any reasons for my mother to permit me to go outside. So then I went to my room upstairs for a bit. I was like getting crazy with my hatred of being idle for the whole day, and decided to put on my watch and hoped that when I go down, mommy will permit me already.

To my surprise, my sister was about to go out! That was my chance! Our mother wasn't able to do anything about it because we're both ready, and I was so happy deep inside because AT LAST I can breathe out of this house! And so I surprised visit a friend whom I just recently visited together with our other friends. I just had a chitchat with her and it was worth it. During the last visit I wasn't able to talk a lot and properly ask her how she's been and all that. That might probably be my last visit this "summer vacation", the summer vacation which I simply did not utilize. Because usually, I'm just at home playing with the cats, watching vines and anything entertaining, and nothing too special. I know I could've done a lot of better stuffs but I just don't have the motivation to do them. As this week gets near to its end, I feel like I'm closer and closer to my death sentence --- because SCHOOL IS BACK. Hello fourth term.

Bonding with my best of friends - perfect combination

            April 11, 2014, yesterday, was the first time the four of us were together after our high school graduation. That was a bittersweet two years. Because of the daily lives of a college/university student, we don't usually contact each other even in social media and sms. Yesterday was a good chance to meet up after those two years since it's summer vacation and we don't have anything to do XDD

            I love it when the four of us opened up to each other, when I realized what we are without each other and how terrible it is, and how better it is to be with them more than anyone else in this world.

            I feel pity that we all have to go through this struggle. I was hoping that all these with bear a satisfying fruit rightafter. But I know that all the lost time without each other is irreplaceable.

To keep as a souvenir of this lovely day, which is to be cherished during the days when we don't feel each others' presence but I want them with me, we took 157 photos of wackiness and vanity XD

First, we shot ourselves as our normal selves.

Then we became as "angelic" as this:

Then as serious as this:

Then, just...this XD

                           

Such a pretty effect with umm.. random expressions XD I think we're all trying to be cute,

except Kristine must be trying to be FIERCE :'>

Then OFF TO WACKYLAND!!

Sorry for scaring you. :))

Inferno. Girls on fire. Eisen is really feeling the heat. xD

Sadako Kristine "coming out of the television" ;)

Kristine acting as Sadako and me as a crazy woman, while the other two acting as "clueless individuals".

         
In the end, we are just these simple, cute, pretty individuals. All studying at colleges and universities
at least 30 kilometers away from each other.

 

April 11, 2014. At Denise Gem's house.

Read the italicized words.

I'm really negative right now, not again! I just thought of how much I hate the government we have and the overall system. Our current issues and problems are planned to be solved by 2016 and not NOW? Do they think that problems won't become worse when that year arrives? Like, WHAT THE HECK. I want the system to change RIGHT NOW, in the snap of the finger.

I really want a lot of stuffs to change with the lead of a great individual. But it will take a huge amount of money (well actually I hope not) and manpower and COOPERATION. It is possible, but humans are just coward to drastic change.

But then, I'm reminded of the terrible Roman empire, and all those "Medieval past". Life was worse those days. I am sure a lot of powerless people opposed their current state but just cannot do anything about it. So then I contemplate, 

Why is the world isn't in a state where it's supposed to be? Why is the world like this? Why do things have to be hard on most individuals? Why do most of the people have to struggle in order to live? Is this what the world has to be?

Then I start to doubt God. I feel terrible for even thinking about such a thing. But then if I don't doubt Him, I come back to those italicized words. Just those words, versus that doubt. It is so ironic to have such thoughts when the Holy week is just about to start.

"ENDINGS"

So today, I had watched a lot of endings of the series I was watching the whole vacation.

1. To the Beautiful You - Korean version of HanaKimi (Sulli &Choi Minho) The reason I got hooked in this is because of the cool design of their dormitory and everything followed.
I was quite disappointed with the ending only because the conclusion (what happens after the climax) was so short and quick, I would've liked it better if they at least alloted more time for it, for me to be satisfied :( The ending did not fulfill me at all.

2. Hyouka - anime I had a crush on Oreki's cute hair most especially when he just woke up, and his deductive skills got me interested.

I literally watched only the final episodes of these two series. I had already finished the episodes before the ending but, I specially alloted a "right day" for me to watch them (which is today).

3. Gakuen Alice manga chapter 180!! Thanks to a concerned anime-addicts friend, I was informed that the ever-awaited translation of the final chapter has been released in manga sites! :')) Like, this is the best day ever! *I'm crying my heart out with tears of joy! ♥♥♥

I love the ending, it was so fulfilling. Thank you HIGUCHI TACHIBANA for creating a wonderful story of love, perseverance and friendship! I will definitely treasure Gakuen Alice with all my heart! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

!!UPDATED AT 12:13AM!! 4. Super Happy Ending with Goemon at Ninja Love Plus - android game Yes, today I also did my best to finish collecting 7 passports so that I can pass the Checkpoint and Continue Our Romance :3 I felt like I'm in my own anime in that game, and I'm using my codename Chaertai in it. Now, I'm with the smartest, most sly, talented and hottest ninja ever :">

Also, this next statement is not actually related to what I watch, but it is just something that happened in this special day, so I will add it in this post.

Okay. Yesterday, I said I will wake up at 6am to jog very early the next day. Without any alarm clock and I slept by 11pm last night, I suddenly woke up today at 6am. I feel drowsy yet but it was unusual for me to wake up that early so it must be fate or a good opportunity, so I forced myself to actually jog.

At 6:35, I went outside wearing my red&black jersey shorts and a white tshirt with red prints and my watch. I agreed to my mother to not go far but I only said yes for her not to worry so much, but I walk-jog not just in our area, but around the WHOLE subdivision. Imagine walk-jog around a 350-acre subdivision! I thought it will need an hour to go around it, but I cannot believe I was able to go back home at 7:05?!? SERIOUSLY, for only 30 minutes?

But it was not easy. I, who is not advised to do strenious activities, felt like my heart was gonna burst, my head and abdomen ached, and I wasn't able to eat anything for the next 15-30 minutes 'coz I felt like I will throw up. I took a rest for more than an hour before going online and everything. That was THAT BAD. But I guess I felt better with everything because someone commented "Impressive" on what I achieved today. =)

Sense of Danger

"Even before the Tree of Genesis appeared, there was war, starvation, crime, natural disaster, poverty, and illness that claimed tens of thousands throughout the world. Yet no one really had a sense of danger.It doesn't matter if billions have died. This is how the world always was." 

With all the temporary entertainments that are indulging us, the more we don't bother ourselves with the possible dangers that can surprisingly occur. As most of the adolescents these days say, "YOLO. You only live once." But COME ON! Scientists, Geologists, whoever they are, have been warning us! Because they receive a small amount of "limelight" or media exposure, only a few notice their warning of the possible dangers that can suddenly happen! I am one of them. I am emotionally, and psychologically ready to face a sudden catastrophe that might happen, even if I am not physically fit, I have my strong will as backup to keep me alive. If I can't survive, then fine, death accepted.

That is why when I found out about a personal accident insurance, and about how easy it is to apply one, I applied myself in that insurance. Whatever happens in the near future, at least I have a backup with me. I don't want a sudden accident nor a sudden death become a major financial problem for my family. 

I don't actually intend to advertise this, but this is not a bad offer at all. I highly recommend that we should all have our own insurance, it will help us in times of emergency.

Call me paranoid, but I am really like this. I even double-think of having my own car because I wouldn't want something as valuable as a car suddenly be caught in the middle of an accident, or a flood, that will make me abandon it. I might consider a car as my baby, and I emotionally cannot leave "my baby" for the sake of my survival. People call me a hoarder, but I'm just a "Girl Scout". I have all necessities I need, from first aid, flashlight, to school supplies. I buy a new "stock" before my current gets totally used up. That's how 'paranoid' I am.

The Civilization Blaster

In contrary to the characters' will to save the modern civilization in the anime, I prefer the annihilation of it. The reason why we are protecting this civilization is to protect ourselves. For short, for our own selfish reasons. I would like the Earth to regain its peace.

Humans, right after gaining knowledge, did nothing but damage the natural cycle of the world. There are some who try their best to inflict as less damage as possible, but nobody has not inflict any damage to this world. We are the world's worst pests. The world would be a much better place without us, even if it is such a waste that nobody would glory it anymore.

"Even before the Tree of Genesis appeared, there was war, starvation, crime, natural disaster, poverty, and illness that claimed tens of thousands throughout the world. Yet no one really had a sense of danger.

It doesn't matter if billions have died. This is how the world always was."